I wish I knew how to be a better friend

Not just to him, but to everyone I know

Where was I when we lost him from among the living?

Where was I when we were taking our last picture together?

Where was I when we laughed for the last time?

Where was I when these memories were being made?

Was I somewhere in my own head? Thinking too hard?

Wishing I was different?

Wishing I was better?

I wasted so much time waiting for better times

All along not knowing how special those times would become

When there is no time left

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For Tyler